Whenever things like this come up, there's always Rebecca's affair in the back of our minds. I'm pretty sure she still feels some guilt about it. Of course I have different thoughts.
Last night we crawled into bed and assumed our sleeping position, which incidentally is spooning (her in front). Her monthly visitor is here, so sex wasn't on the agenda.
As we were laying there, she said, "I love you." Which she followed up with, " You could have thrown me out."
I replied, " That wasn't going to happen." Then I laughed and she asked me, "What?"
"I think I'm wired differently than most husbands." I told her.
She asked, "Why is that?" She was still laying facing away from me.
I took her hand and put it behind her back on my covered, but hard cock. "Because this is what thinking of you with him does to me."
She turned around and, I could tell she was getting a little emotional, most likely still feeling guilty, if I know her.
We started to kiss and she kept rubbing me through my shorts. It didn't take long for her hand to find its way inside my waist band to my bare cock. She was kissing me hard, and I was kissing back harder.
"I get so hard every day like this, thinking of it." I confessed.
She kept kissing me and stroking. My hand found her breast under her nightshirt and her nipple was a rock under my fingers.
She pulled my shorts off and I rolled onto my back. I knew what was in store. She worked her way down and wasted no time in taking my cock into her mouth. It felt amazing.
From that point on I don't remember my exact words, but I do remember thinking of her doing this exact thing to G. I wanted to be clear with her where I stood.
"I love it that you slept with him."
For whatever reason, when she heard that she began sucking extra hard. Having her react like that, knowing what I had just said aloud to her, pushed me over the edge and I came hard.
She swallowed quickly and kept sucking until I couldn't take it any longer. I pulled her off gently and she came up to my face and kissed me, pushing her tongue into my mouth.
"I love you." I said.
"I love you so much." She replied and we resumed our spooning position.
