Thursday, May 27, 2010

(Unsent) Letter to My Wife

Dear Sweets,
I've been wanting to tell you something I've been thinking about for awhile now. Before you get too worried, I want you to know that I haven't done anything stupid, or anything that may jeopardize our beautiful relationship. I'm the happiest man in the world, mostly because of what a wonderful wife and family I have. You've stood by me when I decided to go into business for myself, and you're an amazing wife and lover. I see everyday how you put yourself last in line when it comes to our needs as a family.

Now for the part you may find strange. I'll do the best I can to explain my thought process along the way. Over the last few years, I have been finding myself getting turned on when other men notice or are attracted to you. I have known for the last twenty years how beautiful, sexy and intelligent you are. It may have started when you went up to FM a couple of years ago and you mentioned tha fellow who came on to you in the cab ride back from that party. I've analyzed it every which way. Maybe it's the affirmation of having another man interested in your wife, knowing that she will never even express interest or be unfaithful. I'm not sure.

More recently, my intense feelings of lust have appeared when I have thought about you "going commando" while getting a massage. The thought of another man getting a glimpse of you and getting turned on, all the while you carry on like nothing has occured... I can't deny it made me hot just thinking about it. Do I want you to sleep with another man? I don't know... deep down I 'm not sure I would, but when I'm alone, thinking of you doing just that, I go crazy with lust.

Love, Me

Tuesday, May 25, 2010


I've recently been researching the term "hotwife". "Obsessing" is probably a better term for it. For the last week I've been thinking about my wife getting pumped by a cock that isn't mine. What is it that makes this a turn-on? I doubt I could ever allow her to act on this, since I would be worried about losing her, but I can't get it out of my mind. My options at this point are to either share my thoughts with her, or bury them and try not to let them surface. I'm leaning towards coming "clean". We've always had an honest relationship, and I think I need to tell her about this....

Friday, May 14, 2010


When you're the owner of a small business, you are either stressed because you're too busy, or you're stressed because business is slow. There's no such thing as coasting.