There's a First Time for Everything....

Well, I did it. Let's just say that I was successful in my first attempt to hold off, even after Rebecca had "hers". We had a nice bath together while I read her a few excerpts from "Insatiable Wives", which she amicably chose to disagree with. I gave her a gentle leg massage until the water was cold and we got out and ready for bed. When I put my underwear on, she asked, "What's that?". That was my hint to get naked. We into bed and she climbed on top of me, asserting herself in her own sweet way. I dropped down while she sat "cowgirl" near my chin and I spent the next little while relishing her taste.

After awhile of listening to her moan as my tongue explored her, I decided she would need me inside her to reach her peak. Now I had been thinking about my "plan" to be unselfish, so I wasn't actually completely hard as I entered her. That didn't last, and I was fully aroused soon enough. At this point, it started to work against me and I knew she needed some encouragement to take her over the edge. Usually, my encouragement is talking to her, and this time was no different. Okay it was a little different. I needed to get her over the edge before I came, and often my words of encouragement work on me as well. This is usually because I have three dirty/nasty/hot thoughts which go through my mind for every one of the words I say to her.

This time, I told her she couldn't make me come before she did or I would have to do one of two things to take her over the edge after I filled her. She asked what they were and I told her about the first possibility. As she ground herself down onto my cock, I told her that if I came, she would have no choice, but to suck me back to life so I could finish the job. I described to her how she, my shy, conservative wife would have to take my soft, cum covered cock into her mouth and lick my cock clean. I told her she would be able to feel it getting hard in her mouth as she cleaned our combined juices off.

She made it to the part where I told her she would feel me hardening in her mouth and then she came, as she rode cowgirl on top of me. Fortunately, I was able to keep myself under control. When she laid on my chest, I didn't make any motions or attempt to finish off. She had read my previous post and asked if I really planned on following through, and I said I would like to give it a shot (or not, as the case may be). We've decided I'll wait until this weekend before I cave....

Rebecca Goes Out

Last Monday, my wife had a night out as part of a work related conference. She's always hesitant to go out, as she's not at all interested in the bar scene. She needs to be gently prodded to take some time for herself, so I encouraged her to go. She was hesitant right up to the last minute, but out of her sense of corporate duty, she let me know she would be going out.

It was fine with me, as it allowed me to spend some quality time with the kids. They had swimming lessons, and afterward, I took them to A&W in their pajamas. They were in bed shortly after 8:30, and then I had some quiet time to myself while I waited for my wife to arrive home. As it often happens when I'm left to my own devices, I started to think about her and how she might be getting hit on while she was out. Now I know she would never, but when I can let my mind wander, I sometimes imagine that she would push the envelope a little. She would start by subtly flirting with one of the men she was out with, toying with his mind a little. She might even let his leg brush against hers, nothing too obvious mind you, just enough to make him think, "Did she just allow that to happen?"

As I laid in bed contemplating this, I browsed the "loving wives" section of Literotica, and brought myself to the edge several times. It was 11:30 when she arrived home. I could smell that sweet smell of liquor on her. As I took her to bed, she asked me what I had been doing while she was gone. I told her that I was thinking of her. When she asked me what specifically, I told her I didn't want to say, as it might upset her. She prodded, and I relented. I kept my explanation short as we made love. Unfortunately, even with my limited explanation, my mind was in overdrive. I came inside her in several long, hot bursts.

For those of you women (and men I guess) who haven't heard of "edging", I can offer this brief explanation: Bringing yourself to the edge of orgasm several times, an hour or two before intercourse results in an intense orgasm, and a large amount of ejaculate when you eventually do come. There have been times in the past, when alone, that I have "shot" over my head during the eventual release. That is what she would have felt inside her. The other night, I showed her the spot, just below the head on my penis where, if rubbed sporadically could keep me on the edge all night.

As for my fantasy, I'm hoping some day, after she gets home from a night out, or even if she was away from me on trip of some sort, that she'll play a mind game with me, describing how she flirted, touched or even kissed another man. She would quickly see how this fantasy talk would have me firing multiple shots into her. Having said all that, (and knowing she's going to be reading this), I can say that I love her as she is, and I know she isn't very comfortable with this kind of "talk". I would have to say for her to find her own way of sharing our fantasies. Sweetness, explore your own thoughts and share with me what turns you on. I love you.

I'm going on a fishing trip this weekend, so Beautiful, I'll leave you with this link. Have some fun exploring it, and maybe you can share it with me sometime. I love you.

Love, Me